I'm an Obssesive Person

I didn't just notice, but it became so blaring obvious that it won't leave my mind. The first instance I can truly remember begin obsessive was when K-on! was airing. I looked up their instrument and knew their exact model. I had every song as soon as it was out. Lurked several anime forums about K-on!, started to read the manga, looked up the voice actors, the list goes on. Looking back on that it's a tiny bit creepy but I was obsessed.

Dreamer

Some how I remembered something I was thinking about before I fell asleep. This is the first time I know that I have been able to do that. I was thinking about how I am frequently day dreaming about random things. Things like a desk job one time, a gardening job another, marrying some random girl, one time I day dreamed about getting stabbed. A lot of these "dreams" aren't even stuff I want to work toward. A lot of people have a dream they want to work toward but I have hundreds and none I'd like to work toward.

Disapearnce

It seems I disappeared for a long while. I didn't do this for the money but it sure was nice and it made me want to post more than ever. Since my adsense got banned I've wanted to post but I've been too busy either looking for a job or doing other things (like playing my new ukulele.) I'll try to remember to post at least a little bit from now on. I got this little booklet so when I'm out and about I can write down ideas for posts (when they seem to be most frequent). Maybe I can remember to post. Still have no tripod so parkour is still not recordable. Oh well. Well my mind has blanked so I'll hopefully come out of the shadows and see you next time.

Interviewed by the news: Parkour style

So I mentioned I was interviewed by the news. It was a local news station called KITV. Channel 4 here. Well it was because of a parkour class a friend runs. I took his class a few month ago. Sorta. He gave me a major discount because I was a friend and I was able to help teach a little bit. Well he keeps running these six week classes and I'm not sure how but the news came to film it and interview people.

Ambitions too great

I think a lot of people are like that, me included. Right now I'm actively creating Let's Plays, coding, training parkour, and starting soon I'll be learning to play the ukulele. Sometimes though I feel my ambitions are beyond my capability. Well I feel that may be true but I never nor will I be able to accept it. I'm doing what I love to do everyday but I'm still not sure. That nagging thought about trying to get practice in for everything.

An odd dream

Last night I had this quite odd dream. I was going to a school that seemed like a mixture between medieval style Japanese buildings and Western cathedrals. I'm not sure how it worked either. There were several people there who resembled those I know but almost in a alternate universe kind of way. Like a white friend was black and female friend was a guy. All kinds of weird. Although all of this is in hindsight, in the dream I thought nothing weird of the place. Just goes to show perception usually overshadows reality.

2000$ shipping?!

So I was trying to order the splitters and the dazzle from amazon and guess what happened? The finalized bill said 2000$ for shipping. I started cracking up thinking it was a bug so I went through it again and same thing. I went to a different company and they didn't ship to Hawai'i. Finally I found one who ships to Hawai'i that was actaully the cheapest of them too and ships free. You can see a screenshot after the break.

A veiw into Coding

I have started helping Morph1n3 of TheTechSyndicate.com with a new blog based around coding. It will feature tutorials, tips, and trick in several different coding languages that me or him know, or are learning. It's half an attempt to help people learn coding, half an attempt to learn more ourselves.

You can find the new blog at http://aviwc.blogspot.com/
(I came up with and made the text for the banner, he chose the color and background. We both worked together on the layout and such)

Choices...

At the end of the month I will have around 190$ I've been thinking about several things I kinda want to get, but I can't decided which to get or if they're worth it at all. I'm trying to decided between audio recording equipment or LP recording equipment. And within that I can get pretty good quality LP recording stuff or cheep out bit.

Well...

That was a little bit embarrassing. I went for a walk and I'm perfectly better now. That last post was a bit out there I got to admit. I didn't find what I was angry about but I'm happy now. I've calmed down. I don't need to know. I'm back to normal and that's what counts.

Ahhh, what can't soothing night air fix. I feel happy. Bubbly. Pumped. Invigorated. Inspired. Creative. Strong. But best of all. I feel normal. Well at least I decided to pickup the keyboard during that small outburst. Just another look into things that can happen as I travel through life.

Peace. Make today a good day!

SHUT UP!!!

Thoughts are racing through my head faster than an analogy I can't come up with. They keep coming and going. All though that going part is sparingly. I'm pacing so fast tat I'm almost jogging. It's actaully a struggle to sit here and type this. I'm typing with about 40% more vigor and 30% more speed than normal to compensate. I don't know why my mind is reeling. I can't finger out the culprit. I have this major urge to hit something, but I'm telling myself not to...

Long time no see...

Yeah I'm still alive. Holy shit man. I haven't posted in forever. I am seriously sorry! I've been so tired recently. Like I haven't been able to stay up for longer than six hours at a time without falling asleep for thirty minutes at the least. It is a little impeding, and while awake I didn't feel like doing anything at all, not even blogging. That's just being plain lazy. Well I'm going to hope I can wake up now (and shave for the love of god).

A real post? Na.

Nope still one of these silly posts. Actually I had so many ideas last night but my internet was down! Now I can't remember them. Well on to this thing.

Well damn

I am sorry! I haven't posted anything in forever, and I haven't been driving any traffic to the blog at all. I've been so tired recently. I mean it's already 4pm and I just woke up, and when I am awake I'm too tired to think of anything comprehensively. I'm really sorry about that. I'll try to gather my thoughts and wake up enough to write that anime review and scan in my most recent pony drawing.

So how have you all been, what do you think I should post?

Sleep

I should get more of it. I've been so tired today I haven't felt like writing anything at all, normally I have so much I want to write that I have to hold myself back.So I guess I'll talk about my day. I didn't sleep until 5am (as usual) but this time I was woken up before I was ready to be woken up, so I have been tired all day. A friend of my sister is spending the night because it's he last weekend on the island, and they piss the cat off something fierce.

You are all awesome

Seriously. I'm two followers away from 100, and I've already surpassed 1000 pages views. That's just amazing. I've also had at least 100 comment if not more! Seriously all of you are awesome. This wouldn't be as much fun without all of you. The comments you all make are lovely. I was expecting the whole youtube deal where people would be like "STFU post this and only this or you are gay and suck." Only they don't spell that well ;) So yeah, thank you all, and I look forward to the future.

The Protomen

I've been listening to this band way too much to not make a mention. The Protomen is a band that created an album based off of the Megaman games. It is really deep and thought provoking. In particular on their second album in the song Father of Death a portion of the lyrics say "Though I did not pull the trigger I... built the gun.. that he holds in his hand." I love that. How would you feel if something you created to do amazing and great things, was manipulated into a weapon?

I'm crying...

This blog is primarily a diary in reality. I just started crying while typing something. I read about a man. He was kicked out of his house at 18 and lived as a tramp. His life was hard, too hard. I spent the entire time reading it wishing I could help him. Then he talked about a girl. She helped him, picked him back up on his feet, gave him a place to sleep. She helped him.

My abode

They say you can tell a lot about a person by their desk. What do you all see?

Not failed, postponed.

I decided, even through all the awesome feedback to not make a parkour blog. I don;t have the ability to edit videos quickly (it takes me 2 hours to make something 30seconds.) My computer just isn't up to the task. The amount of sheer content needed is not possible by just me alone. I will post parkour stuff here though. Just a quick mention.

Oh tomorrow you'll get a small look into my life :)